I don’t like when people say that you can’t stop loving someone, that you either always will or never did. I don’t think that’s true. I loved you, past tense. I don’t love you, present tense. I loved the idea of you I created in my head. I loved the nice things you said and did. I loved the way you were always smiling at me. And I loved you so much that I thought it would never stop, I thought that if I couldn’t love you I would die. You’re not that magnificent person I imagined, you did terrible things that took away any belief I had in myself and in love. You were undeserving of the happiness I brought into your life. So don’t let anyone say that you’ll never stop loving him.
Because here I am, not loving you.
When you’re holding hands with someone and they rub your thumb with their thumb is what I live for